I had to Change my life?
A year ago I took charge and changed my life and made things better.
Harder, more hectic, a bit stressful but safer and less worry.
I only get a fourth of everything I need to get done. I disappoint myself, my spouse, my children more than I would like to admit. I stumble, I fall, I lift up again and keep going. One more day, one more hour and one more minute if possible.
I had to do this. I had to be strong and better for my little family. Life throws things at you and with it come so many amazing miracles and losses.
People I never would have thought ever. Now won't talk, won't listen and betray. Behind my back with sweetness to my face. Important irreplaceable people, who I thought were kindred souls.
Why Why Why?
do I hang on to the people I love? I forgive and forgive them their little trespasses. I try to be honest. I thought it went both ways.
My life is different.
My heart is the same.
Be honest. I am trying. I just hurts.
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